we have things that we treasure because of sentimental reasons!!!!
i have this bike which was given to me years ago, i havent used it for ages now but i decided to use it again for practical reasons due to high cost of transportation and so that i will be in control of what time i could get back to the shop...ill never be in the mercy of the fucking traffic!!!
when i saw it, i said to myself..."he" looks okay...may potential pa....a little linis, major repaint and it will be "gwapo" again.
as we were working on my bike, i just realized that a linis and a repaint wont do the job, at first, the manibela is pangit na, the kambyo is sira na, need to buy an "interior"....okay lang....basta gumapo uilt!!!
suddenly one of the pasaways arrived, he uttered something that really made me mad...(dalhin na raw sa junkshop)at first i thought it was only a joke...but he said it again and again...i tried to compose myself...pasok sa tenga, labas sa kabila...but still he wouldnt stop until i snapped...i took my bike...then told them that ill just let somebody fix it
may sense of humour me, but throwing jokes, you must have the right timing...for me it wasnt just a simple joke....personal na...i felt insulted, humiliated..the fact that almost everybody knew that im starting to be pissed off then ulit ulitin pa...ibang usapan na yon...
that bike is part of me, its part of who i am, part of what ive been, what i have accomplished...insulting my bike is like insulting me...its very personal to me!!!
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Thursday, October 11, 2007
10 YEARS OF HAPPINES, FEAR AND PAIN
how time flies, i just realized that its been 10 years already...these past ten has given me all these 3 things...
HAPPINESS, coz after waiting for so many years i've found it already, you dont find happiness, it finds you....before these 10 years came to my life im lonely, i was in a stage of my life where i dont know where to go, what to do, my life is like shit but happiness found me and now im happy
FEAR, coz after i found the happiness that eluded me for years, now i am afraid that someone or something will take it from me...it happened before and theres no guarantee that it wont happen again...it happened twice in my life and i wont let it happen again but thats what life is all about...but i wont let it happen...ill fight for it at the same time pray to GOD that it wont happen
PAIN, trials are part of life, every now and then storms passes as by, but with every storm we became stronger, we became wiser,for the last 10 years there were three major storms, at first i asked myself, what did i do wrong? i always try to blame myself...but i realized that its just part of life, that ive been there before, but that doesnt mean that you wont feel that pain anymore...i thank GOD that he answered my prayers...He made me stronger to overcome all of it...but i also prayed to GOD that those storms that passed by me will find their own perfect place, where they could find the happiness that i found
HAPPINESS, coz after waiting for so many years i've found it already, you dont find happiness, it finds you....before these 10 years came to my life im lonely, i was in a stage of my life where i dont know where to go, what to do, my life is like shit but happiness found me and now im happy
FEAR, coz after i found the happiness that eluded me for years, now i am afraid that someone or something will take it from me...it happened before and theres no guarantee that it wont happen again...it happened twice in my life and i wont let it happen again but thats what life is all about...but i wont let it happen...ill fight for it at the same time pray to GOD that it wont happen
PAIN, trials are part of life, every now and then storms passes as by, but with every storm we became stronger, we became wiser,for the last 10 years there were three major storms, at first i asked myself, what did i do wrong? i always try to blame myself...but i realized that its just part of life, that ive been there before, but that doesnt mean that you wont feel that pain anymore...i thank GOD that he answered my prayers...He made me stronger to overcome all of it...but i also prayed to GOD that those storms that passed by me will find their own perfect place, where they could find the happiness that i found
Friday, September 28, 2007
JUMPY
technically we have two dogs in the house, but we have been taking care of our neighbors dog, she was abandoned by the owner when they transfered to a new subdivision, we treated her as family, kasama na siya sa food distribution namin, but we cant let her stay in the house coz we have 2 male dogs, thats why she still sleeps in the house where she grew up along with her cat friends
suddenly the homeowners association started picking up "stray dogs", and sad to say they took her yesterday morning, coz when it was time to eat her lunch she wasnt there, at first it was just a hunch but it was confirmed this morning that she was there, my mom was willing to pay the fine, which is 150, but she told the administrator that she has only 100 in her wallet but he declined, he insisted taht it should be 150, but what really made my mom mad was when he told her that if we didnt pick up jumpy in 3 days, shell be sent to san pedro then to baguio, she relayed the message to me, i was really mad, i ask myself why are they dealing with dog poachers just to get rid of the dogs who frequently stay in the streets, i went to binan to talk to the administrator and to get jumpy but no ones around in the clubhouse, i saw her in this makeshift pound that really made me angry, kasi nakakaawa and she was all wet and dirty...so we went to the house of the president of the home owners but he wasnt there, so went to see the administrator and i confronted him, why are they dealing with illegal dog traders, i also told him that theres no municipal pound in san pedro, and he confirmed about the san pedro-baguio thing, i was really upset, i told him that youre doing something that is illegal, i also told him that the mere fact that the dogs where situated in an inhumane place is against the law, nataranta ang gago (sorry for the word)now hes on the defensive when i asked him who gave the permission for those dog butchers to enter the subdivision, someone must gave permission and i wanna know who it is, he immediately told as to speak to the vice president...we went their and spoke to his relative and conveyed to them our message, that there were no guidelines, and the mere fact that the association (the board) is dealing in criminal acts, i also them that jumpy is not a stray dog, and there should be proper protocols that must be followed, they should inform the owners or the neighbors at the least....that they should coordinate with the municipal vet not with dog poachers
now my mom and i are still waiting for the release of jumpy
jumpy is gone....ill miss you jumpy......see you soon
suddenly the homeowners association started picking up "stray dogs", and sad to say they took her yesterday morning, coz when it was time to eat her lunch she wasnt there, at first it was just a hunch but it was confirmed this morning that she was there, my mom was willing to pay the fine, which is 150, but she told the administrator that she has only 100 in her wallet but he declined, he insisted taht it should be 150, but what really made my mom mad was when he told her that if we didnt pick up jumpy in 3 days, shell be sent to san pedro then to baguio, she relayed the message to me, i was really mad, i ask myself why are they dealing with dog poachers just to get rid of the dogs who frequently stay in the streets, i went to binan to talk to the administrator and to get jumpy but no ones around in the clubhouse, i saw her in this makeshift pound that really made me angry, kasi nakakaawa and she was all wet and dirty...so we went to the house of the president of the home owners but he wasnt there, so went to see the administrator and i confronted him, why are they dealing with illegal dog traders, i also told him that theres no municipal pound in san pedro, and he confirmed about the san pedro-baguio thing, i was really upset, i told him that youre doing something that is illegal, i also told him that the mere fact that the dogs where situated in an inhumane place is against the law, nataranta ang gago (sorry for the word)now hes on the defensive when i asked him who gave the permission for those dog butchers to enter the subdivision, someone must gave permission and i wanna know who it is, he immediately told as to speak to the vice president...we went their and spoke to his relative and conveyed to them our message, that there were no guidelines, and the mere fact that the association (the board) is dealing in criminal acts, i also them that jumpy is not a stray dog, and there should be proper protocols that must be followed, they should inform the owners or the neighbors at the least....that they should coordinate with the municipal vet not with dog poachers
now my mom and i are still waiting for the release of jumpy
jumpy is gone....ill miss you jumpy......see you soon
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VEGAN PRINCE!!!
its been awhile since i posted, been to busy, setting up my moms computer, enrolling at smart bro (kahit mabagal siya, no choice), preparing the docs for my moms visa application, took me six hours to get the birth certificate....waaaaa.....may fixer pa yan...
just wanna post the video i made for the birthday of the vegan prince
just wanna post the video i made for the birthday of the vegan prince
Saturday, September 8, 2007
MOOD SWINGS, BAD DAY
mood swings (topak), i hate it when it hits me, but what can i do? i dont have any control all the things around me...
because of this fucking mood swings, my mom almost had a bad accident last thursday, i had a quarrel with my best friend which took almost 36 hours to fix...
so here it goes....we're on our way to alabang to meet my mom then proceed to my sisters office at makati to bring some stuff but due to miscommunication we had a hard time looking for my mom, she told us that we should meet her at the bus terminal infront of metropolis, when we got there she was no where in sight, we texted her to ask where she is, she replied, we should proceed to saint rose terminal, i had a feeling that it will be a bad day coz my friend was getting irritated, when we got there, my mom wanted us to ride in an ordinary bus, I said no...all the smoke in manila will be on our faces....so we had to walk again to the next terminal in the heat of the sun...when we got into the first bus it was almost empty so we transferred again...now my mood swings is really getting into me....when i got to the second bus it was almost full, i told them we should transfer to the next bus, now its their turn to have their own topak attacks, now to make thing worst the buys driver on the third bus wont let us in coz the second bus is not yet full (5 more passengers to go) the nerve of this driver, letting us stay in the heat of the sun (11:30 am)...now i can see my friend sweating like hell and i said to myself this isnt good....(he hates when he sweats, especially when he is wearing his brand new shirt) , after a few minutes the f**** driver lets us all in so as usual with the pinoys nag-uunahan, nadapa ang mom sa stairs ng bus but i was at the back of the group so i couldnt help her, fortunately my friend was there to help her up....now to make matters even worse when we got into our seat, we realized that the aircon isnt functioning well.....waaaaaaa.....big trouble.....my friend will not like this....i can see his face and its not good.....when we got to ayala i said to myself....haay salamat....but to my surprise its not yet over....we have to walk to the next bus stop which i think is almost 1 kilometer....waaaaaa.....paktay na......iinit na talaga ulo ng friend ko.....he tried not to show it to my mom....sa inis ko nagiging bobo ako.....sabi bat ba ayaw nila magsakay eh nakasulat unloading area.....di ba ang tanga....sabi nag ng friend ko...unloading area nga....lol....
when we arrived at pbcom, i said to myself....hay salamat.....i was asked by my sisters friend where we want to eat...i told her sa foodcourt nalang....when we got there i was shocked...it wasnt like your ordinary foodcourt...i thought parang sa foodcourt lang sa malls...ang MAHAL....135 pesos (1 slice of pizza, spag with white sauce, saka chicken fillet with bab-b-que sauce....di man lang ako natinga.......)
we went to landmark and we decided to part ways with my mom, we still have to canvass for an lcd monitor....eh di naman me makati boy...so ayun napagod kami sa kahahanap ng park square 1, then when we got there ang papangit naman ng shop don....expecially ang villman, malaki pa comfort room ng sister ko...parang bilihan ng diploma sa recto...so i decided to go home na kasi i can feel that any moment na sasabog na ang buddy ko....so on our way to the bus terminal ayon sumabog na ang bulkan...he uttered something that confirms na bwisit na bwisit na siya...so from sm makati to san pedro we never spoke to eachother......nagkabati lang kami kami at 1:30 am saturday
moral of the story.....when you're with people who are closest to your heart.....wag TOPAKIN
because of this fucking mood swings, my mom almost had a bad accident last thursday, i had a quarrel with my best friend which took almost 36 hours to fix...
so here it goes....we're on our way to alabang to meet my mom then proceed to my sisters office at makati to bring some stuff but due to miscommunication we had a hard time looking for my mom, she told us that we should meet her at the bus terminal infront of metropolis, when we got there she was no where in sight, we texted her to ask where she is, she replied, we should proceed to saint rose terminal, i had a feeling that it will be a bad day coz my friend was getting irritated, when we got there, my mom wanted us to ride in an ordinary bus, I said no...all the smoke in manila will be on our faces....so we had to walk again to the next terminal in the heat of the sun...when we got into the first bus it was almost empty so we transferred again...now my mood swings is really getting into me....when i got to the second bus it was almost full, i told them we should transfer to the next bus, now its their turn to have their own topak attacks, now to make thing worst the buys driver on the third bus wont let us in coz the second bus is not yet full (5 more passengers to go) the nerve of this driver, letting us stay in the heat of the sun (11:30 am)...now i can see my friend sweating like hell and i said to myself this isnt good....(he hates when he sweats, especially when he is wearing his brand new shirt) , after a few minutes the f**** driver lets us all in so as usual with the pinoys nag-uunahan, nadapa ang mom sa stairs ng bus but i was at the back of the group so i couldnt help her, fortunately my friend was there to help her up....now to make matters even worse when we got into our seat, we realized that the aircon isnt functioning well.....waaaaaaa.....big trouble.....my friend will not like this....i can see his face and its not good.....when we got to ayala i said to myself....haay salamat....but to my surprise its not yet over....we have to walk to the next bus stop which i think is almost 1 kilometer....waaaaaa.....paktay na......iinit na talaga ulo ng friend ko.....he tried not to show it to my mom....sa inis ko nagiging bobo ako.....sabi bat ba ayaw nila magsakay eh nakasulat unloading area.....di ba ang tanga....sabi nag ng friend ko...unloading area nga....lol....
when we arrived at pbcom, i said to myself....hay salamat.....i was asked by my sisters friend where we want to eat...i told her sa foodcourt nalang....when we got there i was shocked...it wasnt like your ordinary foodcourt...i thought parang sa foodcourt lang sa malls...ang MAHAL....135 pesos (1 slice of pizza, spag with white sauce, saka chicken fillet with bab-b-que sauce....di man lang ako natinga.......)
we went to landmark and we decided to part ways with my mom, we still have to canvass for an lcd monitor....eh di naman me makati boy...so ayun napagod kami sa kahahanap ng park square 1, then when we got there ang papangit naman ng shop don....expecially ang villman, malaki pa comfort room ng sister ko...parang bilihan ng diploma sa recto...so i decided to go home na kasi i can feel that any moment na sasabog na ang buddy ko....so on our way to the bus terminal ayon sumabog na ang bulkan...he uttered something that confirms na bwisit na bwisit na siya...so from sm makati to san pedro we never spoke to eachother......nagkabati lang kami kami at 1:30 am saturday
moral of the story.....when you're with people who are closest to your heart.....wag TOPAKIN
Thursday, August 23, 2007
THE MIRACLE KITTEN
backgrounder:
we have lots of puskal here, we feed them, they sleep in the garage, we cant let them in the house coz the dogs hate them, one of them is stress, why the name? coz when i first saw her, she looked stressed out, as in pang comercial ng vitamins for adults ang dating....ang pangit talaga...then husky pa voice niya....of all the cats stress in the loyal one, she just stay in the garage unlike "tita" minsan nawawala
so to cut things short after gumanda si stress, may nagka gusto, lumandi, nabuntis
so to cut things short after gumanda si stress, may nagka gusto, lumandi, nabuntis
i still dont have a name for the kitten, kung boy ill name him stresso, kung girl maybe lucky.....just found out yesterday that their mom wasn't breastfeeding at all....so I manually feed them thru a dropper, but this morning 2 of the kittens died, i brought the kitten to the shop I'll just manually feed him every three hours, I hope he will survive...for now he's sleeping.....
update 5 pm:
im losing hope that he will be a miracle kitten, i dont have the proper tools, im just using a dropper....but i wont quit ill try my best but if in the end ill fail atleast i did my best....according to my research i may not be giving him enough milk....ill drop by at the vet clinic will look for feeding bottles kittens
update 1:20 am
just fed him, more or less mga 3ml ng bonna3, he's sleeping now, tomorrow ill buy a smaller dropper baka kasi its too big for his mouth kaay he feels irritated pag feeding time, i can hear him meowing....afk mode
update 2:40 am
i think he's improving.....i have to sleep now.....just finish reformatting the pc....hope this morning when i wake up he's still with me
update 9am
he looks ok.....still figting....we're both fighting!!!!
august 25. 11:00 hrs
he passed away, when i woke up this morning i already knew that its just a matter of hours, he's breathing was deep and slow......i kissed him to say goodbye.....but in a way im glad coz he wont suffer anymore....
to my kitten lucky.....goodbye....see you soon
update 5 pm:
im losing hope that he will be a miracle kitten, i dont have the proper tools, im just using a dropper....but i wont quit ill try my best but if in the end ill fail atleast i did my best....according to my research i may not be giving him enough milk....ill drop by at the vet clinic will look for feeding bottles kittens
update 1:20 am
just fed him, more or less mga 3ml ng bonna3, he's sleeping now, tomorrow ill buy a smaller dropper baka kasi its too big for his mouth kaay he feels irritated pag feeding time, i can hear him meowing....afk mode
update 2:40 am
i think he's improving.....i have to sleep now.....just finish reformatting the pc....hope this morning when i wake up he's still with me
update 9am
he looks ok.....still figting....we're both fighting!!!!
august 25. 11:00 hrs
he passed away, when i woke up this morning i already knew that its just a matter of hours, he's breathing was deep and slow......i kissed him to say goodbye.....but in a way im glad coz he wont suffer anymore....
to my kitten lucky.....goodbye....see you soon
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
REGRETS!!!!
regrets, why do people have them....is it in our nature to have regrets...I have lots of regrets in my life (who doesn't have?)....maybe if I studied harder then maybe I might have a better life, if I didn't transfer from one school to another then four years after I graduated from high school I'll be a professional na, then ten years after I'll be stable na, another ten years I have my own place na....etc etc...
but changing the past doesnt mean that the future will change in our favor, if ever I did good in my studies that doesnt mean that ill be more successful today, it doesnt mean that ill be happier, it doesnt follow.....I always say this to my friends, there are things in life how much you try, if it wont happen it will never happen, what is important you did your best...(Im good at that, mangaral....lol) that's what you call destiny.....maybe this is my destiny (trying to make myself feel good....lol) sabi nga nila make sure of your wishes it might just come true....all I ever wish (when I was still in my teen years) was to be happy, for someone to love me for what I am, coz sa barkada ko I was the only one who was lonely....so "destiny" gave it to me....happiness.....not financial...but emotional....and for that I am grateful...how I wish "destiny" would be more generous...but syempre hands down ako...if I have to pick only one, don nako sa emotional happiness
but changing the past doesnt mean that the future will change in our favor, if ever I did good in my studies that doesnt mean that ill be more successful today, it doesnt mean that ill be happier, it doesnt follow.....I always say this to my friends, there are things in life how much you try, if it wont happen it will never happen, what is important you did your best...(Im good at that, mangaral....lol) that's what you call destiny.....maybe this is my destiny (trying to make myself feel good....lol) sabi nga nila make sure of your wishes it might just come true....all I ever wish (when I was still in my teen years) was to be happy, for someone to love me for what I am, coz sa barkada ko I was the only one who was lonely....so "destiny" gave it to me....happiness.....not financial...but emotional....and for that I am grateful...how I wish "destiny" would be more generous...but syempre hands down ako...if I have to pick only one, don nako sa emotional happiness
THE FILIPINO IS WORTH DYING FOR
FAMOUS WORDS FROM NINOY AQUINO, AFTER ALL THESE YEARS I STILL BELIEVE THAT HE DIDNT DIE IN VAIN, I THINK I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL WHEN IT HAPPENED, THERE WERE NEWS REPORTS THAT NINOY IS RETURNING HOME, UNTIL THERE WAS A FLASH REPORT REGARDING THE "ASSASSINATION" OF NINOY......WHEN I SAW THE CLIPS OF HIM AT THE TARMAC LYING FACE DOWN AND BEING BROUGHT TO THE VAN, I FELT SADNESS IN MY HEART, FELT ANGER....SUCH A BARBARIC ACT, WHEN THE WAKE WAS SHOWN ON TV IT GAVE ME CHILLS DOWN TO MY SPINE.....IT AWAKENED ME, THAT WE AS A PEOPLE SHOULD FIGHT FOR WHAT WE BELIEVE IS RIGHT AND JUST.....
PERSONALLY THAT IS WHAT NINOY GAVE ME, TO FIGHT FOR WHAT I BELIEVE IS RIGHT AND JUST...SABI NGA NG MGA PIPZ KO PAG DATING SA POLITICS PINAGLALABAN KO TALAGA WHAT I BELIEVE IS RIGHT
I JUST WISH ONE DAY ALL HIS DREAMS FOR THIS COUNTRY WILL COME TRUE
THANK YOU NINOY!!!!!
TRIBUTE TO NINOY SITE
THANK YOU......VEGAN PRINCE
THIS ENTRY IS SOMEWHAT A TRIBUTE TO THE PERSON WHO INSPIRED ME TO START MY OWN BLOG....AT FIRST I WAS HESITANT TO HAVE MY OWN BLOG.....FOR ME TO OPEN MYSELF TO THE WORLD...TO LET THEM KNOW HOW I FEEL INSIDE....BUT BECAUSE OF THIS BLOG I HAVE AN OUTLET, I CAN SAY WHATEVER I WANT...I CAN RELEASE ALL THE NEGATIVE VIBES I HAVE......I CAN SPEAK MY MIND.....I WAS NEVER A BLOG READER BUT WHEN I CAME ACROSS HIS BLOG....AND READ HIS ARTICLES ON ANIMAL RIGHTS WITH MATCHING PICS OF THAT CUTE HAMSTER....I WAS ADDICTED TO HIS BLOG....A DAY NEVER PASSES THAT I DONT READ HIS BLOG....ESPECIALLY HIS ARTICLES ON HIS DEPRESSION STRUCK ME....IF A PERSON LIKE HIM WHO HAS ACHIEVED SO MUCH (HE'S ONLY 23) CAN HAVE SOME FORM OF DEPRESSION THEN I MYSELF CAN TELL THE WORLD THAT I DO HAVE DEPRESSION ATTACKS......NOW THEY UNDERSTAND WHY THERE ARE TIMES THAT IM SUCH A PAIN IN THE ASS....SABI NGA NILA "TINOTOPAK" NA NAMAN AKO....KAYA NGAYON, NASASAKYAN NA NILA AKO....
VEGAN PRINCE THANKS FOR INSPIRING ME TO HAVE THIS BLOG!!!!!
AS YOU CAN SEE PEOPLE EVEN THE URL IS A TRIBUTE TO HIM.....LOL
VEGAN PRINCE THANKS FOR INSPIRING ME TO HAVE THIS BLOG!!!!!
AS YOU CAN SEE PEOPLE EVEN THE URL IS A TRIBUTE TO HIM.....LOL
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
DEPRESSION!!!!
GOT MY DEPRESSION ATTACKS AGAIN YESTERDAY, IM REALLY LIKE THAT, WHAT TRIGGERS IT, I DONT KNOW.....IT WILL JUST HIT ME...SOMETIMES, IM A SHIT TO ALL WHO KNOWS ME...PETTY THINGS MAKES ME MAD...I JUST TELL THEM "TINOTOPAK AKO, SAKYAN MO NALANG"....PARANG WHEN IM HAVING MY ATTACK I LOVE TO HAVE SMALL QUARRELS WITH EVERYBODY I KNOW OR I DONT WANT THEM TO TALK TO ME....NAALALA KO TULOY DURING MY COLLEGE DAYS MY MOM INSISTED THAT WE SHOULD GO TO A PYSCHIATRIST BCOZ SHE TOLD MY FATHER THAT IM HAVING EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS THATS WHY IM HAVING SUCH A HARD TIME ON MY STUDIES, WHAT SHE DIDNT KNOW, SHE WAS RIGHT IM HAVING EMOTIONAL/PSYCHOLOGICAL PROBLEMS....AND WHEN I WAS THERE TALKING TO THE SHRINK I REALLY LET MY SELF LOOSE....HE PRESCRIBED ME MEDICINES WHICH I DIDNT BUY, COZ I BELIEVE I DONT NEED IT....ITS MY BODY/MIND AND I CAN CONTROL IT WHEN I NEEDED TO...DEPRESSION IS A STATE OF MIND....DONT LET IT TAKE CONTROL OF YOU!!!!.....LEARN TO LIVE WITH IT....ACT AS IF IT IS JUST A PART OF A ROUTINE, THAT IT WILL PASS...
YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT REALLY CURES DEPRESSION?
SEX....AND A LOT MORE OF IT.....LOL
BUT FOR ME WHO DOESNT HAVE ONE (YET)...JUST LOOK AT THE PEOPLE WHO ARE LESS FORTUNATE THEN YOU'LL FEEL GOOD...KUMBAGA, COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS...
Saturday, August 18, 2007
MY LIFE
HOW WOULD I RATE MY LIFE SO FAR? I CANT SAY THAT I HAD A VERY GOOD LIFE BUT I CANT ALSO SAY I HAD A BAD ONE....I LIVE ONE DAY AT A TIME, I DONT MAKE PLANS....WHAT I KNOW IS THAT IM HAPPY.......I DONT HAVE THAT MUCH BUT STILL I HAVE ALMOST ALL THE THINGS THAT I WANT....WHAT MORE COULD I ASK FOR?
I HAVE A SMALL BUSINESS OF MY OWN, I HAVE DOGS (I CALL THEM KIDS) WHO LOVES ME AND I HAVE FOUND THAT SHINING STAR THAT IVE BEEN LONGING FOR SUCH A LONG, LONG TIME, THE STAR THAT GUIDES IN MY EVERY JOURNEY, IN EVERY STEP I MAKE, THAT SHINES SO BRIGHT WHENEVER I FIND MYSELF IN THE DARK
Friday, August 17, 2007
WHY I WANNA STAY HERE?
JUST AWHILE AGO MY SIS ASKED ME, WHY DO I WANNA STAY HERE? (SHE'S LEAVING AGAIN FOR ABROAD), I DIDNT ANSWER HER, WAS IT BECAUSE I DONT KNOW THE ANSWER OR IM JUST AFRAID TO TELL HER.....MY ANSWER TO HER QUESTION...IS SIMPLE.....IM HAPPY HERE....WHY? IM NOT YET READY TO REVEAL TO THE WHOLE WORLD WHY IM HAPPY.....IF YOU READ MY OTHER POSTS THEN YOU MIGHT HAVE A HUNCH WHY IM HAPPY HERE
MAYBE FINANCIALLY ILL BE MORE SUCCESSFUL ABROAD, BUT WILL I FIND THAT "HAPPINESS" I FOUND HERE?
O.T.
I'M TRYING TO DECIDE WHETHER ILL KEEP THIS BLOG OR GO BACK TO MY FRIENDSTER BLOG
MAYBE FINANCIALLY ILL BE MORE SUCCESSFUL ABROAD, BUT WILL I FIND THAT "HAPPINESS" I FOUND HERE?
O.T.
I'M TRYING TO DECIDE WHETHER ILL KEEP THIS BLOG OR GO BACK TO MY FRIENDSTER BLOG
RELATIONSHIPS!!!!
RELATIONSHIPS? WHY ARE THEY SO COMPLICATED? ITS TRUE WHAT THEY SAY THAT IT TAKES TWO TO TANGO, BOTH OF YOU HAVE TO WORKED HARD ON THE RELATIONSHIP BUT SOMETIMES ONE OF YOU WILL MOST LIKELY WORK HARDER THAN THE OTHER ONE....COZ EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE IT WILL BE TESTED, HOW STRONG IT IS, HOW LONG IT CAN ENDURE SUCH TESTS? I THINK ITS ALSO TRUE ABOUT THE SEVEN YEAR THING, THAT THE MOST PAINFUL TEST WILL COME ON THE SEVENTH YEAR AND IF BOTH OF YOU CAN SURPASSED THAT THEN IT WILL MOSTLY BE SMOOTH SAILING ON THE YEARS TO COME (ITS NOT A FACT, BUT STILL WORTH TO BELIEVE IN). I HAD 3 RELATIONSHIPS IN MY LIFE, AND ALL I CAN SAY 2 OF THEM WAS GOOD TILL THE LAST DROP....BUT THERE MUST ALWAYS BE A CLOSURE IN EVERY RELATIONSHIP, NO HANGING QUESTIONS, SO WHEN THE TIME COMES THAT YOU'LL SEE EACHOTHER THEN THERE WILL NE NO HATRED IN YOU...THATS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, NO CLOSURE COZ I WAS REALLY MAD BACK THEN....ALL I CAN DO IS TO SHOW THAT PERSON THAT I CAN BE HAPPY, WE STARTED AS FRIENDS THEN MAYBE THAT "FRIENDSHIP" IS STILL THERE WHEN DESTINY DO ITS THING AGAIN...
AS FOR NOW, I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO ASK FOR......IM HAPPY
Monday, August 13, 2007
FRIENDSHIP!!
FRIENDSHIP, WHAT IS IT? IS FRIENDSHIP EASILY GAINED? IN MY LIFE I HAVE LOTS OF FRIENDS, I HAD FRIENDS DURING MY ELEMENTARY DAYS, HIGH SCHOOL DAYS, MY COLLEGE DAYS, ....BUT ONLY A FEW IS LEFT, THE LAST TIME I COUNTED ONLY 6 WAS LEFT....YOU CAN HAVE LOTS OF FRIENDS BUT FEW ONLY WILL BE YOUR TRUE FRIENDS WHO WILL BE THERE ALWAYS...FRIENDSHIP ISNT BASED ON QUANTITY BUT ON QUALITY....YOU' KNOW YOUR TRUE FRIENDS IN TIMES OF TROUBLE...NO MATTER HOW SELDOM YOU SEE EACHOTHER...YOUR TRUE FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS BE THERE..EVEN IF YOU HAVE FAMILIES OF YOUR OWN, TRUE FRIENDSHIP REMAINS...OF ALL MY FRIENDS I TREASURE, ONLY ONE IS THE FRIEND THAT I CANT LOSE....WHO IS ALWAYS THERE......FOR YOU MY FRIEND, THIS IS MY TRIBUTE TO YOU....HOPE YOU COULD READ THIS....YOU DONT NEED TO REPLY....JUST SMILE AT ME....
BE GRATEFUL!!!!
YOU SHOULD BE GRATEFUL.....WHY? BECAUSE YOUR READING THIS.....IT ONLY MEANS THAT YOURE STILL BREATHING, IT MEANS THAT YOU HAVE THE TIME AND THE MONEY TO LOG IN TO YOUR FRIENDSTER ACCOUNT WHILE SOME PEOPLE CANT EVEN BUY FOOD, CLOTHES ETC.
WE SHOULD ALWAYS BE GRATEFUL EVERYDAY OF OUR LIVES.....WE SHOULD BE GRATEFUL THAT WE HAVE ANOTHER DAY TO LIVE, ANOTHER DAY TO FIX WHAT WE HAVE DONE WRONG YESTERDAY..BE GRATEFUL THAT WE CAN STILL SEE OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS, BE GRATEFUL THAT WE CAN STILL LISTEN TO UR FAVORITE SONGS IN OUR MP3 PLAYERS OR THE RADIO....
JUST BE GRATEFUL!!!!!!
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