Thursday, October 11, 2007

10 YEARS OF HAPPINES, FEAR AND PAIN

how time flies, i just realized that its been 10 years already...these past ten has given me all these 3 things...

HAPPINESS, coz after waiting for so many years i've found it already, you dont find happiness, it finds you....before these 10 years came to my life im lonely, i was in a stage of my life where i dont know where to go, what to do, my life is like shit but happiness found me and now im happy

FEAR, coz after i found the happiness that eluded me for years, now i am afraid that someone or something will take it from me...it happened before and theres no guarantee that it wont happen again...it happened twice in my life and i wont let it happen again but thats what life is all about...but i wont let it happen...ill fight for it at the same time pray to GOD that it wont happen

PAIN, trials are part of life, every now and then storms passes as by, but with every storm we became stronger, we became wiser,for the last 10 years there were three major storms, at first i asked myself, what did i do wrong? i always try to blame myself...but i realized that its just part of life, that ive been there before, but that doesnt mean that you wont feel that pain anymore...i thank GOD that he answered my prayers...He made me stronger to overcome all of it...but i also prayed to GOD that those storms that passed by me will find their own perfect place, where they could find the happiness that i found